C is for Censorship

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Get ready for a fun topic. It is complex. It can be looked at from different angles. And it can affect women in a variety of ways all at the same time!

That’s right. C is for censorship, ladies, and you don’t have to have spent the better part of a decade living and working in a communist dictatorship like I did to have experienced a form of censorship personally.

I’m going to consider briefly what censorship means in the publicly accepted sense, and then I’ll discuss other forms of censorship that are especially relevant to women, but that are seldom considered to be censorship or are taken seriously for one reason or another.

First, what is censorship as is defined by the world who cares about such things?

The suppression or prohibition of any parts of books, films, news, etc. that are considered obscene, politically unacceptable, or a threat…

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Katya’s story is a useful one for being able to tell which’re the Reasons that Must not be Named

Aus has a tendency of sweeping things under the rug (being literally a country founded for the sole purpose of being Britain’s dusty rug for undesirables]

This report is the only one who identifies her sex as being relevant to her demise

& damn right it is

Katyusha was a baby millenial >unsurprising that her health unravelled even more rapidly than the generational average of 27. Switching to clogged Western food from pristine Rus. goodness must’ve done her no favours either. I started experiencing mild physical +serious social fatigue (signs of progressing AI) already 4 years after arriving here~ just like her

On top of health her issue was cash. By switching to the Aussie flag she lost her rus. skater salary. Once she quit competing for OZ~=double trouble as whichever sponsorhip she was running on here must’ve stopped as well. Wild guess that it could’ve been an Aboriginal one (in that case i’d forgive her very, very mildly Native partner for harping on about it like we were blind to his near total white-ness. U really gotta be barrel-scraping with his what ?1/64?1/125?? )

Covid trapped her in Moscow. While russians’re lucky in not facing being homeless generally, ( [she could always live in her mother’s flat, i guess) that metropolis runs on sky-high living cost> after unsuccessful travails into coaching +TV work, poor girl was reduced to that pit of pits {stripping}. Which is depressing enough on its’ own, without the added doom of facing a lifetime of epileptic fits & not being able to go with her calling, which consumed her life since 4 y.o. & provided that addictive adrenaline + steely focus Olympic athletes struggle without, when quitting. Add on not being able to bank on her newly minted citizenship in the country she single-handedly put on the Ice Map, as big island barred itself off for untold period of time

Aside from the list of rational reasons, there could’ve been one other….


after a lengthy foray into brainwashing about chemical imbalances we’ve been treated to an admission that 1/3 of clinical depressive cases stem from the above (caused by omni-present AI}. Specifically it can manifest in short-acting suicidal fits, which come on&pass so fast that u might change mind before u finish soaping that rope

Unfortunately for Katen’ka ,she had a method available which required 0 prep. She stepped off a 6th storey ledge after writing a single-word note, not even specifying whom it is she stated she loved

i’m all for rational self-ethnanausia, but my deduction leads me to believe that this was not a case of that. Apart from identifying w. her heavily .`i’m also bummed out about 2 things:

1)she is someone i could’ve helped in deed, if i’d only known. I’m suitably equipped in quite a few things relevant to her case. She’s the last of the Mohicans of my generation going by her DOB & the separation of young lasses of the sort who gets lost in the shuffle`is achingly saddening

2) i really liked her pairing. I must be able to connect w. skaters to enjoy the work,& she +Harley were charmers w. a wonderful friendly chemistry& ability to interpret music. (They used lyrics on 2 occasions, which nobody in pairs does). HERE’S them rocking it to Adele

3) Harley’s a likable kid w. quality blading goods,but the Rus. door is closed to him now. Russkies’re superstitious, > 👩🏼‍🌾there is no way in hell another partner from there ‘ll touch him w. a Zamboni now

100 years of solitude

this ultimate Magical Realist novel could not have possibly been penned by Gabriel {the bloke who got a Nobel for it }

1)i know a woman’s/girl’s work when i feel it

2) I firmly believe that it’s a symbolic portrayal of the Y-choromosomal trajectory

these’re my reasons:

👸🏼the doods in this mutli-generational tale all sport the same 2 names. It is purposefully confusing who *is*whom

👸🏼they also lack personalities. Instead they’re types. Macho over here, fey dance instructor over there. Consistent w. men indeed lacking individuality

👸🏼femails’re in stark contrast~they’re all distinct & differently named. The matriarch is an abuela, who seemingly lives forever (XX longevity ), lasting thru several generations of samey dude-blokes

👸🏼frustration of female het erotic response is so very real as portrayed via character, who uses mustard as contraceptive. She ignores doods for quite a while, & around her mid-20s perhaps ,when her fertility (unbeknownst to her ) rears its’ ugly head. She then has extended make-out sessions w. a Y-dragger,,which drive her stark raving mad & she doesn’t know why. She then gets convinced by a resident un-wise woman ,that this feverish focus won’t switch off until she has intercourse & receives mustard advice. She proceeds to go get *forked * (my substitute for the obv. F -word)>caught>carted off to some institution in a delirious state>pops out a boy. She is never mentioned again

^Lesson learnt here:

Fertile response manifesting in clever girls in shape of Special Interest of sorts. Mitigation is pointless. Handmaids’ll convince u of it being a need. If pursued in that shape>it’ll lead to a Y-parasite imbedding itself &madness ensuing.

👸🏼The end is driven by the arrival of Thoroughly Modern Millie – an epitome of the 3rd Wave. Young , confident gal , who has dude-sex @ drop of hat. She sets her plane down on the family patch & gets dragged into its’ swamp to never leave again. She proceeds to have much sexy-times w. the only surviving Y in it. (among an isolated wasteland). She dies while birthing the last Y,,who………………………………………gets dragged away by a swarm of ants(!) down into the earth,which swallows him up..

👸🏼Ants didn’t come out of nowhere. They’re set up throughout the tale, as abuela keeps fighting them, increasing w. time as she gets aged & tired. Her death leaves nobody to fend them off.

How much magic is really in this saga? Perhaps it’s all transparent symbolism of the Y-carriers pulling tricks, death + subjugation on Hosts in order to keep existing. This what History +Culture’re really filled w. Yet the Y is un-salvagable>sooner or later (&we must really be really close to Later these days), the Earth’ll swallow up it’s pitiful error

The last baby is born deformed >(a sign of the ongoing incest within the family) + possibly a sign of the deformation of Y too

an Ode to Amy-Sherman Palladino

U sweet, sweet beshnozzled woman…., who wears a star of David just in case ANYBODY could have eyesight bad enough to miss her hyper -desert-tribe looks & not give her a nepotistic spot

Yet she frankly deserves to have suceeded anyway. For she encompasses true female TV-runner creativity. She has talent spanning the River Grande & most

Her style is so distinct, so theatrical, so utterly HERS & truly female to the core of its’ being

Underneath the layers of offensive handmaiden-ish fluff & bizarre obsessions w. little, rabid yid-boys nobody likes seeing

She creates worlds in which the female spirit ‘d want to reside

She understands women, girls, grannys & their minuatie & relationships in a way no professed ‘feminist’ ever encapsulated on TV

The short of it is that she…

slips into the Background

While GG +Mrs. Maisel‘re run-away hits ( the latter ‘s propping up Amazon these days); it is the obscure gem in between those ,which is her Mona Lisa

That 1-season marvel is the woe-begone Bunheads. – a Show about ballet [which i deeply detest: it’s the epitome of what men do wrong when they make-up an artform & make it ludicrous, sadistic & rooted in emulating movement which low-T females do naturally]

but it doesn’t matter , since the other delights ‘re profound: Lead actress is so lovable & so something wonderful i can’t express,,, that i’m about to watch her other show i’d never otherwise go near. Her comedic chemistry with the epic Emily Gilmore no.2 is something that’d lift the worst sadness. * & the comedy is written in a build-style i haven’t witnessed since Bewitched times\|which leads ya to writhe around once it hits climax

& how about that wish-fullfillment plot of multi-million property-owning dolt Las Vegas-marrying a showgirl>giving up ghost in matter of hours, but only after he leaves her everything>leading her to learn to live w. her mother-in-law in the most profound, hilarious & beautifully mundane way that only a Background-feeling XX-er could dream up

+ part-raising her flock of ballet daughters

I simply can’t get over the sheer proportion of female creatures seen onscreen too. Males aren’t simply peripheral, they’re hardly present. never seen anything like it

She gets mundane, subtle, invisible (to dude-writers) tragedy of het-shackling +bodily evisceration as well.

She creates worlds where nothing majorly bad ever goes wrong for the all-female leads -a low-octane, wonderworld of peace +safety (redundantly described as low stakes)

Try it. U’ll love it.& once u get into her rhythm>here comes the AMY-holism

Sasha dances to Istanbul (Not Constantinople) on Bunheads – video Dailymotion

Apparently, this delightful cluster of human cells also wrote for Roseanne . i know where i’ll be heading next………..

A Is for Antagonism

can’t wait till u get into family NPD. My goodness, i’d been a captive of it until 2 years back

Story Ending Never

Happy new year. Does it feel like a new year? In many ways, no. This effing Virus is well into its second year now, and many of us are bored, depressed, not too hopeful, wondering when things will go back to normal, or whether we’ve got a new normal. Some of us are seriously isolated. Myself, I haven’t had an in-person conversation with another human that lasted longer than 5 minutes in months – I’ve noticed that people, especially women, seem to have a serious aversion to speaking to middle aged and older women. We’re invisible. But it’s more than that. It almost seems like there is a discomfort and dismissal on the part of those with whom you are trying to engage. It is hard to explain. Strangely, everyone seems to want to engage with weird men of any age, even when they stink to high heaven, are narcissistic…

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it’s about Legitimacy, not Shagability👰🏽👨🏽‍🚀

Something that ticks me off no end about my beloved ice-business is the wicked Hyperfemininity of it all. Long nails on pair skaters (who need to grab onto partner!!), costumes seemingly designed to flash & draw focal point to the uttermost intimate, manicured of body parts +drag queen make-up 🧚🏽‍♀️’re bad enough.

…then i come upon this 😣

She’s doing a move called candilever: ( requiring so much upper-body strength – that i;ve seen only 2 men perform it) all the while making a right royal fool of herself + adding extra difficulty via undress action

Context here being thus:

Liza is not the most effeminate of skaters. She jumps as high as men, lacks in fluid grace .Is also rather quirky🦨But most unforgiving of all things?🦒She’s 24🐥 >therefore long past her expiration date in the teen -star- conveyor belt Rus-land has going. It follows that she ought to embarass herself toooooooooooooooooo

🐫keep herself legitimate🐕‍🦺

CBl has described how women’re illegitimate in patriarchy. They must have a male-serving role to justify their existence

Judging by comment section 🐰🦝gimmick worked: 🐃this World Champ{1st in a decade for Rus} might’ve bought herself a bit more time to remain a contender for carrying torch of her country’s ego

steps to World peace💥🖤❣

There’re only 2 things the Japs & Russkies have in common:

  1. Art of living in small spaces
  2. Being FS hubs

Yet here they tapped into the answer to it all

Step 1:Bond over ice shennanigans

Step 2: Gift a puppy-doggie. This breed is the same as the legendary, loyal Hachiko

Everything else?



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