Maman? Non-merci

Childbirth =nature’s emergency surgery

I realised this as i was in the throes of an Endo attack I would only wish upon my worst enemy. It followed the pattern of labour >💫☸a period of anger, swearing, screaming initially> severe diarhoea> wanting to pace> feeling of being electrocuted +stabbed > exhaustion from extreme pain +screaming>urge to get into a low-stimulus environment>feeling of going into shock afterwards

All in all – it was an extreme freak-out by my immune. 💨💦Endo=auto-immune condition. Strong expulsion of feces comes from pounding immune response aiming to instantly cleanse body (in this case it was provoked by process of expelling the offending piece of endometrial tissue)

My organism wasn’t hurting me for no reason.🕎It was trying to save me

that’s exactly what happens during reproduction, i believe

Going all the way to the source:

A woman’s immune initially tries to prevent conception by attacking invading semenal particles. Once it fails -3/4 of fertilised cells’re flushed out without implantation. A further 1/3 of fetuses’re miscarried in 1st tri-mester. More’ll be kicked to the curb in later stages. Moreover , MALE ones’re more prone to being tossed (esp. by auto-immune gestation)

During early pregnancy 🈺the body ‘ll react exactly like being poisoned. It’ll provoke persistent nausea 🆔 , fainting isn’t uncommon, food intake is difficult. To be able to stay alive – the parasitical placenta must play a game of hide’n’seek from the watchful Immune + disabling it from working @full capacity {this is why natal women’re this vulnerable to infection}. Parasite drains every resource the unfortunate host has to offer & make it unwell in a myriad of horrific ways until it grows to big to remain attached

Yet, it can’t keep up the gambit forever. Sooner or later, the game’s up. This when the tricked Immune wakes up , hollers from terror , pulls out its’ surgical instruments & proceeds to perform what it must -♾regardless of how much it loves u. Whatever little anesthesia it has to offer ~it does before *what is known as the❌ahem, 🚫miracle of birth🎃* begins.

What it must cut of u – 🎨is stupidly big + hanging on with white knuckles🎪. This is why, i firmly believe,🎠it feels like the worst thing to happen to anyone w. a nervous system + leaves profound damage on the organism +psyche. U’re surviving being sliced open on Nature’s operating table,,,,while being awake. This surgeon must work fast, but it has blunt tools & it often fails to go fast enough. All too frequently 🦺process fails altogether; resulting in death of host from failure to remove the overgrown invader

It doesn’t care 2 hoots about this monster *known as baby*. It’s life+ health doesn’t come under its’ jurisdiction. This is why progeny of AI hosts ‘re toast when they finally emerge after 9.5 months of being hit with merciless missiles of the none-too-pleased immunity.

As motherhood being offered up as a recreational endeavour 🎎🎍🎡U get asked if u want offspring as if it’s planning to learn Violin!🧶well , that results from the Recreational Intercourse program. They used to tell u loud+clear about it being a curse

7 thoughts on “Maman? Non-merci

  1. Giving Birth = misnomer

    The Great & Powerful, hard-working immune protector aims to RID the woman’s body of the invader. IF it emerges alive from the brutal; process 🧵that is mere luck. Tests carried out on newborns show that they’ve been in immense pain while ‘being born’. I mean, they SHOUT their lungs out, while looking scrunched up & suffering🎗 when emerging …&that’s considered normal!!

    My ma’s immune BFF did an awe-spiring job :

    1st it maimed my gut +brain thoroughly while kicking the crap outa me in womb. Then it managed to push out a 4.1 kg mass in only 18 hours (*short for 1st labour) 🎫Cherry on top🧘🏿‍♂️It clinically killed me.

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  2. Hey Kaguya!
    I am SHOCKED that all girls aren’t instantly horrified the first time they hear about pregnancy and birth and vow to the death to avoid torture-by-fetus via torture-by-peen.

    When I reacted this way as a wee 6 or 7 year old, I was told “you’ll change your mind”. I NEVER DID. And yet pretty much EVERY girl I knew growing up who vocally felt the way I did ended up with baaayyyybeeee(s). Given the environment within which we all matured (and where the overwhelming majority never strayed beyond ten miles), it was NOT due to a lack of money nor being subject to male religious dictates that made evading being pronged, married, and impregnated almost inevitable. And judging from a brief look into a few of my (then) least obnoxious elementary school classmates, they are all thrilled with their snotnose progeny–especially with those that are double-snotnosed (ie, those who spawned a male/males…”#boymom” GAG!).

    In a lot of these women’s cases, the baybee(s) seem to replace hubby/boyfriend when it comes to what they most obsess over in social media. “My baybee loves his mommy, SEE?” might as well be the read-between-the-lines caption of all their photographs, replacing “a penis loves me and finds me sexxxay and an #empoweredwoman and a princess and i wuv him too (even though he looks like an ape and has the emotional depth of a kiddie pool, the morals of Genghis Khan, the IQ of the average NFL recruit, and the personality of a spoiled rotten fourth grade boy) and this love will never ever end!!!” in fact, once baybee appears, Apey McGoodjob rarely appears, except in the odd shot of the kids’ birthday parties, and (to prove they’re still an intact hetero family) the annual Christmas card family photo.

    Again, it seems that the presence of Dad is less necessary (at least on social media) if the woman has a son, and goes further down with every additional boy baybee.

    Additionally, I’ve heard that once a woman has a boy, her body permanently has male genetic material inside her. I wonder if mothers of sons are biologically more predisposed to extreme allegiance to the penis program, that there is more to it than just the sociological aspects of Proximity-to-Penis-and-Penis- Junior-Privilege (which of course comes at the expense of mental and physical freedom).

    Thoughts on this? Btw, hope you’re doing ok in this Idiocracy.

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    1. Afraid to jinx it, but strangely I’m doing better than I ever have, in a multi-faceted way

      I got back into Rus. communication, which is soulful🤓I’m ” this age, where I’m feeling wise about many things about my rhythms, interaction w. world, how to ease my aspie brain into doing things gently, how to relax to prevent a melt=down

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    2. How’re u doing in ur Mad-land? US gives off same cataclysmic impression that Russia did in 90s – that’s cause the same Mad-hatters from the Desert rule both places = they get a few decades of parasitical drainage >then slash&burn.

      The thing about the few more complex parasites -🙃they use those tools to conduct more complex parasitism

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      1. I reckon non-reproductively inclined *that is – Smart* women ve been taking themselves outa gene pool since dawn of time: by inventing BC, or committing suicide

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  3. oh, i absolutely agree on the Y being stuck inside mum’s head as being cause of Son Derangement Syndrome. There was a Glee actress, who drowned lately in the lamest of boating accidents – she +HER BE-penised toddler tipped over >she didn’;t have enough torque to pull them both out….>so she used up her only resource of energy to get HIM onto the boat>then went under

    Amazingly enough, the Great Valerie herself was raped into boy-making as a teen. & she pulled her mind outa the gutter! it IS doable, if the extra social programming is disabled, maybe

    this is gonna be TMI, but u won’t mind, i think. I succumbed to my self-pronging curiosity & confirmed once + for all that it does BuGGER ALL for me🌌All my good sensitivity ends @ the entrance. So my intense hetero-susceptibility visually doesn’t translate into being set up for any prodding fun. If u magically made it safe for me & not misogynistic 🏝to be able to enjoy some appetising boy-toy 🚄

    I STILL WOULDN’T BE INTO 🌎ANY PRODDING

    yet more proof that this Hetero-business is woefully misrepresented

    None of my friends bred, thankfully. but all appear to be prodded by Mr. Right. Acquittances did quite young, 1 had pre-emclampsia + a baby who drove her crazy + useless sex,,,,,,⏭yet she went on to have another in only a coupla years

    Yet more women see thru it everyday in different countries. I ‘m encountering Rus. anti-natalists. Here every 1 in 3, or 4 never produces a new hooman

    my original bully had 5!!!!!!!!! serves her right🥶

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  4. oh, i absolutely agree on the Y being stuck inside mum’s head as being cause of Son Derangement Syndrome. There was a Glee actress, who drowned lately in the lamest of boating accidents – she +HER BE-penised toddler tipped over >she didn’;t have enough torque to pull them both out….>so she used up her only resource of energy to get HIM onto the boat>then went under

    Amazingly enough, the Great Valerie herself was raped into boy-making as a teen. & she pulled her mind outa the gutter! it IS doable, if the extra social programming is disabled, maybe

    this is gonna be TMI, but u won’t mind, i think. I succumbed to my self-pronging curiosity & confirmed once + for all that it does BuGGER ALL for me🌌All my good sensitivity ends @ the entrance. So my intense hetero-susceptibility visually doesn’t translate into being set up for any prodding fun. If u magically made it safe for me & not misogynistic 🏝to be able to enjoy some appetising boy-toy 🚄

    I STILL WOULDN’T BE INTO 🌎ANY PRODDING

    yet more proof that this Hetero-business is woefully misrepresented

    None of my friends bred, thankfully. but all appear to be prodded by Mr. Right. Acquittances did quite young, 1 had pre-emclampsia + a baby who drove her crazy + useless sex,,,,,,⏭yet she went on to have another in only a coupla years

    Yet more women see thru it everyday in different countries. I ‘m encountering Rus. anti-natalists. Here every 1 in 3, or 4 never produces a new hooman

    my original bully had 5!!!!!!!!! serves her right🥶

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